_lonely me_
10:00 PM

[mood] sianz
[listening] wo shui ye bu gai - sweety
[doing] msn
[thinking] some probs

attachment starts at nuh....

i was at haem at the end of oct....
it was difficult but fun....
running cntrls and comparison studies.....
learning how to read fbc and scattergram....
and finding out tt haem staff are actually very friendly....
haha....wells.....
now pearly is my friend and not some fierce teacher i noe last yr.....
i din noe i could chat and joke with her.....
oh wells....she is juz so nice.....
the results of haem test will be out soon....
i hope i din do badly for it....

now i am at bts....
and my nice nice teacher is julie.....
yar....she is very patient with us.....
and teaches us alot....
the addition of ABID and phenotyping makes me real stress....
and during the wet run today....
i cannot finish on time lor....
and made a few mistakes.....
first in abs....i forgot to add LIS....
forgot to do check cells.....
then ABID some neg result i see as pos.....
all the incubation time also wrong....
cos i totally lost track of the time....
haiz....
and aft the whole run.....
i was so tired, so stressed and so fed up.....
then i keep very quiet....
until winson and kl ask y i so quiet...
julie also say y i so quiet and ask me not to be stress.....
haiz....i m juz worried wat if this is the exam.....
and today's wet run did not include weak D lor....
anyway it is over.....
i hope the exam wun be tt bad.....

bts is the onli place tt i get to do things fr the start of the day to the end of the day.....
and the staff are all so nice.....
of cos my lovely teachers py and julie....
they make my stay there so enjoyable....
i simply love it there.....

upcoming events
- ward round with doc (wed)
- bts practice (wed)
- parliament visit (wed)
- some stupid mindef tok at np (tues)
- bts pract test (fri)

_lonely me_
12:51 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

[mood] super high....hahaha....
[listening] tian tian quan - sweety
[doing] have to do my haem hw later....sianz
[thinking] today's presentation

haha...so long nvr blog le.....
all becos of the fyp presentation which kept me really really busy.....
i will come to tt later....
this time will be a really long update....

let start fr the congress.....
it was very boring for me.....
but was impressed to see so much chim proj going on....
2nd day was sick,so i din attend......

the mawai camp was really great....
the first day we took the bus fr sch to malaysia.....
then took a boat into the campsite.....
























we were required to build our own bed.....
tt was so tiring lor.....
then we went to the swamp walk....
which was like yeeeeewwwww.....
my leg was like in a mud bath.....
haha.....
and i saw all the leeches....yuck....
i also eat some grasses.....
yes grasses......
and they taste real bad.....
then when we came back.....
we had to bath in the super 'full of plant and bug' toilet....














then we had our dinner....














which i have to wash my own plates own fork and spoon.....
and aft dinner, my table at my table came out with a rule....
haha....we play 'open number' and huever kana would have to wash the dishes......
and guess wat....i kana during the first night....lol.....
but subsequent night i dun have to do it anymore.....hehe....
then we went to see fireflies.....
it was like waoh......so nice lor!
and in the middle of the cruise, we had a "silent" 5 mins which make everyone wants to slp.....
haha.....













then we went to bed aft tt.....
the bad was super cosy!!!

day 2 was terrible.....
we went treking.....
my class were sorted out according to 'experience and speed'....
with me lacking both the properties, i was the first one with ron in front of me guiding the class....
aft climbing for abt 15 to 20 min,
yes....aft ONLI 15 to 20 min.....
i was super tired.....but i could not stop cos the whole class is like behind me.....
i was so tired tt i started crying.....
ron was like so shocked.....haha....
then i was 'passed' to vanessa....
my bag was passed to ah boon.....
and within a few mins....i became the last girl!!!
lol....was still crying my way up.....
until i reach the peak.....
i din even eat my lunch cos i dun have any apettite.....
down the mountain is much more easier.....
except tt my big toe hurts.....
and fr the peak.....the view is like so nice lor.....












then we reach the south china sea.....













it was super nice man....
played with water and picked sea shells.....
haha.....and stroll back to the bus after tt.....
Special thanks to all my nice classmates tt "coax" me up and down the mountain!!!
especially......
>ron
>vanessa
>winson
>hazel
then we went back for a bath and dinner......
aft dinner i was so tired tt i went to bed.....
but aft tt i was woken up agn in less then 5 mins......
cos got campfire.....i was like so tired and pek chek lor.....











but nvm....the campfire was nice.....
was chosen to go up and play a super lousy game....
with alicia and anna.....(triple a's)
and we lost to the juniors.....
we also acted out a skit which comprises the snapshots of BLT16....
it brought back so much nice memories.....
1st day of sch, NUH labs, polyclinics, congress, camp
aft tt we had supper.....
and i had a really nice and long chat with the juniors.....
they were so like me when i first enter nuh lor....
haha....

the last day was the water obstacles.....











it was damn fun!!!
i did all the obstacles the first round being dry at the end!!!
haha....but was sabo by kc later and drop into the pond.....
but the pond was damn cooling lor......
the best of all is the asli bridge.....
when ron me and feliz helped each other cross the super difficult single-log bridge....
and we three are the first grp tt completed it dry!!!
haha.....
aft tt, we had a bath and clear up the campsite, cleaning up the longhouse, toilets and help the juniors pack up so tt they have time for lunch....
then off we go!!! back to singapore.....

this is juz some snapshots of the camp....
there is simply too much memories at the camp.....

the next few days were all spent doing the fyp report n presentation.....
it was busy busy and busy....
and yesterday,
me,yx,ky and ron even stayed at the lecture hall up to 9.30pm+++
although we were all tired,we had lots of fun chatting during dinner.....
and of cos, help each other by commenting on the proj presentation n "throwing" qns when the other grp was presenting to prepare each other for the Q&A....

Today was the actually fyp presentation.....













everyone was nervous.....
but it went pretty well......
except for some....
or mayb alot......of complains abt biasness.....
as we know.....
my class onli have 1 human and the other were all ghosts.....
so kan kai yi dian la....she cannot see us ma.....
aft all the presentations,during the break.....














i took some photos with my class ppl.....












and my cute little juniors.....
haha.....but most of them is using sk's cam.....
juz hope tt she would send us the photos.....
*pray really hard*
i want the photos!!!

the proj was finally over!!!
phew.....going to rest at hm tml and sat.....
and prepare to chiong for final sem.....
and mayb start studying for my haem pract test tml night.....

oh ya.....forgot one thing.....
i passed my lvl L test for kumon maths!!!
wohooo.....and now i am at lvl M (uni lvl).....
haha.....

kk...tt is all for today.....have to do my haem assignment now.....

*upcoming events
-blood donation on 26 oct
-IM haem
-IS small and major proj
-boring lects
-haem pract test nxt fri

_lonely me_
11:51 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

[mood] angry
[listening] fei xing bu luo - fir
[doing] work
[thinking] grrr.....

i m broke.....
YES I M BROKE.......
all thanks to those hu borrow my things......
esp $$$......
and nvr return it on time......
grrr.......

to huever is out there hu borrowed my things but nvr return it.......
esp the one tt borrowed $350 fr me......
i dun care hu u r......
u betta return it to me soon......
or else u will have ur retribution......

i am into deep shit trouble......
the stupid congress thingy.....
i dun care.....
if i dun get my clothes on time.....
i am not going for it......
let sk fail my proj.....
i dun care......
i m not going to be in biomed field anyway.....
she can do watever she wants.....

nvr believe anyone ard u......or else u will be the one tt is hurt in the end.....
*retribution*

_lonely me_
11:36 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

[mood] tired
[listening] kiss gdbye - wang li hong
[doing] work
[thinking] nxt sem

my results are out for this sem......

chem - C
micro - D
haem - B (surprisingly)
geno and proteo - C
GPA : 2.00

hmm......not too good but still passed.....
din expect haem to be so good.....
others were getting Cs for it......
GP was also quite surprising....
expecting a D but got a C instead....
anyway.....
it is over.....
thank God tt i passed it.....

nxt sem timetable was out......
wed have to go back to np.....
for bioinformatics and world's perspective......
it was quite stupid to have our bioinfo class in a lecture hall when there is onli 20 of us......
haha......
and our WP lecturer is koh tse yuan.......
woohoo......
he is nice man......

nxt sem got all kinds of rubbish modules to clear.....
sianz......
class is getting boring......
*yawn*

_lonely me_
12:55 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

[mood] so so
[listening] hua yan qiao yu - sweety
[doing] trying to do my proj
[thinking] work

my hols was not a hol at all......
have to be back at mdc almost everyday.....
this wk is my attachment at mdc.....
it was so fun lor.....
so fun as in my grp keep on chatting and chatting......
cos we have nothing to do.....
haha......
then we talk abt a lot of things.....
ron also tell us abt uni things......
kelvin as usual.....lame jokes.....
haha....
we had so much fun together......

but all the demos are soooo boring.....
everyone wants to slp lor.....
sianz.....

dr zhang is so nice to help us do the poster......
he say he wants us to focus on our report.......
so he did the poster for us.....
oh.....thinking of the report......
sianz.....i haven started on it yet....
haiz......

my stupid lappy is down agn.....
argh.....
it always break down at the time when i wanna do my report.....
stupid......

_lonely me_
10:58 PM