Wednesday, February 15, 2006
[mood] bad
[listening] ying xing de chi pang - zhang shao han
[doing] TRYING to study
[thinking] studies
[quote] ------
another lonely valentine.....
an angry one somemore.....
my sis juz got her new phone yesterday.....
idoit.....
i wanted to change my phone also.....
so unfair.....
she kept changing her phone.....
use my mum's plan somemore.....
i can onli use my plan....
which means i can onli change my phone once every 21 mths......
see....
like i say....
my parents are pian xin.....
i am juz a nobody in their eyes.....
feeling so bad mood today.....
mayb becos of yesterday's incident and today.....
valentines' day and i am at home mugging like siao.....
have no wish to think abt anithing.....
*i juz wander if anyone would read this blog*
sometimes i wish someone would....
but at the same time.....
i wish nobody was reading it.....
so mao dun.....
tt is woman.....
oh ya.....
rmb so many bad things.....
i alsmost forgot a good one.....
i did my achievement test for lvl I today.....
and i got full marks!!!
thank God....
*pat myself on my back*
how i wish my exam will be tt easy.....
*pray*
i noe it is impossible....
but anyway.....
i am going to slp early today and mug tml....
cos i have no idea wat i am studying now.....
seriously.....
damn restless nowadays.....
_lonely me_
12:19 AM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
[mood] soso
[listening] some lame cny songs on 933
[doing] trying to study and not to slp at the same time
[thinking] tml still got lect, sianz.....
[quote] before u learn how to fly, learn how to touch down first.....
cny would be over soon.....
everything would be back to norm.....
sch, work and classes.....
a few days before.....
i asked my mum....
if i could take up chinese in kumon as well.....
she asked me in returned....
"y do u wanna push urself so much?"
yar....y did i wanna push myself so much?
i dun noe......
but i kinda like my life now....
when i get really really really tired.....
and i dun have the energy to think tt much.....
i dun have to entertain ppl.....
i dun have to waste my time idling.....
i dun have to think of wat to do everyday.....
the routine juz goes on and on.....
but i learnt something.....
how to rest when i was given the time to.......
i did not cry tt much anymore.....
not becos i am not stressed......
but becos i am so stressed everyday....
so used to it le.....
there are no encouragements, care and concern in my life....
i can onli use some stupid method like keeping my time real packed to keep my life going on......
time passes day aft day.....
onli now i feel tt my time actually passes....
_lonely me_
12:15 AM