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_lonely me_
_lonely me_
12:19 AM
[mood] soso
[listening] some lame cny songs on 933
[doing] trying to study and not to slp at the same time
[thinking] tml still got lect, sianz.....
[quote] before u learn how to fly, learn how to touch down first.....
cny would be over soon.....
everything would be back to norm.....
sch, work and classes.....
a few days before.....
i asked my mum....
if i could take up chinese in kumon as well.....
she asked me in returned....
"y do u wanna push urself so much?"
yar....y did i wanna push myself so much?
i dun noe......
but i kinda like my life now....
when i get really really really tired.....
and i dun have the energy to think tt much.....
i dun have to entertain ppl.....
i dun have to waste my time idling.....
i dun have to think of wat to do everyday.....
the routine juz goes on and on.....
but i learnt something.....
how to rest when i was given the time to.......
i did not cry tt much anymore.....
not becos i am not stressed......
but becos i am so stressed everyday....
so used to it le.....
there are no encouragements, care and concern in my life....
i can onli use some stupid method like keeping my time real packed to keep my life going on......
time passes day aft day.....
onli now i feel tt my time actually passes....
12:15 AM