The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
~Psalm 23~
Thursday, June 29, 2006
[mood] :)
[listening] ming tian qing tian - sun yan zi
[doing] hw
[thinking] nothing
[quote] -
long time no post le......
today is my 2nd day at bb polyclinic......
it was very fun working there.....
my mentors are all very nice ppl.....
sharon, zixiu, gladys they all......
and i did bld taking today also....
but i forget to record down on the phlembotamy list.....
haiz.....
life have been quite quiet for me nowadays.....
or izzit becoz i am not with my frenz?
lolx.....
dunno leh.....life at bb polyclinic is much more relaxing........
one more thing....
i dunno how to start with my report.....
both polyclinic and proj report.....
and proj ppt.....
haiz.....how huh?
can anyone teach me?
nxt wk need to start work lor.....
two more students starting tuition.....
good luck to me man.....
tml will be another busy day for me.....
jia you wor.....
*yawnz*
_lonely me_
12:37 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
[mood] bad bad n bad
[listening] ni zhi dao wo ai ni - qiu ze
[doing] work
[thinking] some stupid module....later in the post u will noe.....
[quote] Mayb God had chosen my path for me....
today i went for my cpr course....
or wat is noe as the BCLS....
and it sux terribly....
let's start fr the beginning of the day.....
LATECOMERS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CLASS
this is put on our booklet by the instructor....
and guess wat....
he himself was late for 15 mins....
stupid....
i should have print this instruction big big and paste it straight on his face.....
during the pract test,
they were so slow and inefficient lor....
made us wait and wait and wait.....
feel like going in and ask them,
"CAN U BE FASTER AND DUN TAKE UR TIME?"
yar.....and i failed my theory twice.....
and the prob is.....
where the hell did i go wrong?
none of us ( the 4 second time failures) noe where we went wrong.....
basket....
have to go for retest on 28th....
then i was telling eve.....
mayb God is trying to select my path for me.....
if i fail this and could not be a part time phelmbotamist,
me will be going on to full time teaching.....
and forget abt this line.....
i noe i will be wasting my 3 yrs of studies....
but....
i juz dun wanna stay here.....
it sux.....
the environment sux.....
the stress sux.....
the people sux.....
and i am not going to uni.....
so y waste my time?
if i have no degree,i will not have much future in this line izzen it?
teaching although the pay is really uncomparable to being a med tech.....
and i mayb earning 1000+ per month? with part time at most also 1300+?
but i think i will like it more there.....
dunno y.....juz like it more then the sucky lab......
forget abt tt thing le......
i leave it to God....
he will decide wat is good for me....
and one thing,
i left my notes in the waiting rm.....
and i couldn't be bothered abt it.....
destined.....
ct is coming....
and i am not studying.....
shit....
i haven started.....
and i dunno where to start.....
and i dunno y to start, since i am leaving this line.....
nah....the fustrating thing is.....
u noe u are leaving,
and yet u still have to get the dip before u go.....
haiz....
i am really tired....
juz tired.....
in the 'giving up mode' le....
my concern now is not to get As.....
but to pass and quickly graduate.....
and therefore,
i decide to spend more time on work now.....
studywise juz make sure i dun fail......
and get my dip.....
my advice to ppl out there:
dun come into biomed if,
1) u cannot take the stress
2) u r not going to uni
3) u dun like routine work
i admit tt i have made the wrong choice.....
* i am going to break down any moment*
_lonely me_
12:33 AM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
[listening] xi wang - chen huiling
[mood] tired
[thinking] ct and tutorials lah....wat else.....
[doing] TRYING very hard to do my tutorial....
[quote] a tired man is an irritable man
ok....wat else to write.....complains......
pls bear with me for a while.....
so much tutorials to do.....
and my private students setting of worksheets.....
marking and some stupid stuff......
feel like giving up......
but i noe i cannot.....
juz dunno y......
mayb working so hard make me not so stress in my course.....
or mayb i am escaping fr something.....
i dunno.....
kk.....enuf.....i also buay tahan.....so much complains......
now something happy.....
i have got job offer le.....
being a full time assistant at XXX learning centre.....
wohoo.....
thanx ms gan......
but another prob......
the centre is onli open fr sat to tues....
tt means other days i need another part time......
omg.....where am i going to find a part time.....
related to my course and at the same time onli work on wed thurs and fri?
*shrugs*
okok.....i shall juz leave it until the day i graduate......
then think abt it.....
feel like my energy is all drained......
tired.....
Being a part in ur journey of life is my happiness
For i will be ur companion if u r lonely
Being a listener to ur stories is my pleasure
For i will be the comforter if u cry
Being a person hu always walk behind u is my insist
For i will be support if u fall
Being a friend to u is my blessing
For i will be forever by ur side
Forever ur companion, ur comforter and ur support
Ur friend
ok.....tt is my crappy eng.....
*not suitable for eng pros*
*yawnz*
_lonely me_
2:06 AM
About Me
Apple (tag me at the bottom!!!)
18
16th July 1987
Cancer
St. Anthony's Pri(1999)
Swiss Cottage Sec(2003)
Ngee Ann Poly,Biomedical Laboratory Technology(current)
A pessimistic little girl,
not really happy living in this world
but enjoys every moment spent with family and frenz.
Believe that in this world,
nobody loves her except her heavenly father.
Loves
God
Family and Frenz
Peace
Happiness
Music and Singing
Hates
Vegetables
Exercise
Quarrels
Wishes
To be loved
To be happy
Good results